Makeup, hair, music and good books

Makeup, hair, music and good books

November 12, 2011

just trying to find my way...

As days go by I still try to find a meaning in everything I do. I find more and more things to do just to have the day full...:) until now I found some stuff, some interesting, some not...it doesn`t matter! I`m waiting the DAY ...You know what day!Until then...I  hope everything is all right in your lives. I started reading again: just a few pages and I will finish the first volume of "The girl with the dragon tattoo", which I recommend:D After I finish I will probably start "Emma" by Jane Austen my all-time favorite author:X. Kisses and good night. I feel like listening :

November 3, 2011

home again...

I`m home again....not very happy!i`m still trying to find balance between being home and being without him...which until now sucks..i`m sorry but there is no other way to say it! i feel like i don`t belong here anymore, like nothing is what it used to be,everything around seems stupid and pointless...maybe with days passing by it will get better...at least I hope. Anyway I miss you "mocicosule", i hope you too. I never thought that this it will feel like this....never. I only want trust, love and the rest I will take care of it. DON`T EVER LET ME GO...Te iubesc!!!