just trying to find my way...

As days go by I still try to find a meaning in everything I do. I find more and more things to do just to have the day full...:) until now I found some stuff, some interesting, some not...it doesn`t matter! I`m waiting the DAY ...You know what day!Until then...I  hope everything is all right in your lives. I started reading again: just a few pages and I will finish the first volume of "The girl with the dragon tattoo", which I recommend:D After I finish I will probably start "Emma" by Jane Austen my all-time favorite author:X. Kisses and good night. I feel like listening :

home again...

I`m home again....not very happy!i`m still trying to find balance between being home and being without him...which until now sucks..i`m sorry but there is no other way to say it! i feel like i don`t belong here anymore, like nothing is what it used to be,everything around seems stupid and pointless...maybe with days passing by it will get better...at least I hope. Anyway I miss you "mocicosule", i hope you too. I never thought that this it will feel like this....never. I only want trust, love and the rest I will take care of it. DON`T EVER LET ME GO...Te iubesc!!!

:)

hei all...stiu ca nu am mai scris de mult,dar precum stiti am fost plecata in tarile calde:)) creta,si aproape ca am terminat sezonul..sunt pe ultima suta de metri...sper ca pe 31 sa ma indrept spre casa! numai e mult...totul a fost bine...am mai invatat cate ceva despre lume, despre mine....am trecut prin multe, am trecut peste multe....s-au dus toate...inca putin si revin la viata de acasa...

sunny creete

hei all...zi libera...chill in bar:D m - am gandit sa uploadez niste poze de pe aici...si mici parti din zilele mele petrecute pe aici!









dupa o noapte de distractie si muzica....un rasarit linistit....:X:X



:)salutari din creta:D

hello:D kalimera sau cum vreti voi;))n-am uitat de voi...dar munca multa si zile libere putine:D totul bine si frumos momentan..:> si cum mi-e obiceiul just checking in...si new song to listen:> Someone like you- Adele enjoy:* next time photos from around here:>

05.04.2011

Departure: Tuesday, april 5th - 10:30 - Fetesti

                                             - 14:00 - Bucuresti

Arrival to Athens- Wednesday, April 6th.

Arrival to Heraklio Harbor in Crete Island - Wednesday, April 6th - 21:30.

last post....I hope I will have time to post at least once a month, but we will see...Gone for new adventures! All good, hope to talk to you soon...I`m gonna miss you all....Kisses>:D<

P.S.: Thanks to my friends and family for the surprise... I love you ! I`m gonna miss you soooooooo much:(

We`re just ordinary people

   Just a beautiful song...enjoy it!

"Ordinary People"

[Verse 1]

Girl im in love with you
This ain't the honeymoon
Past the infatuation phase
Right in the thick of love
At times we get sick of love
It seems like we argue everyday

[Bridge]

I know i misbehaved
And you made your mistakes
And we both still got room left to grow
And though love sometimes hurts
I still put you first
And we'll make this thing work
But I think we should take it slow

[Chorus]

We're just ordinary people
We don't know which way to go
Cuz we're ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we'll take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we'll take it slow

[Verse 2]

This ain't a movie no
No fairy tale conclusion ya'll
It gets more confusing everyday
Sometimes it's heaven sent
Then we head back to hell again
We kiss then we make up on the way

[Bridge]

I hang up you call
We rise and we fall
And we feel like just walking away
As our love advances
We take second chances
Though it's not a fantasy
I Still want you to stay

[Chorus]

We're just ordinary people
We don't know which way to go
Cuz we're ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we'll take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we'll take it slow

[Verse 3]

Take it slow
Maybe we'll live and learn
Maybe we'll crash and burn
Maybe you'll stay, maybe you'll leave,
maybe you'll return
Maybe another fight
Maybe we won't survive
But maybe we'll grow
We never know baby youuuu and I

[Chorus]

We're just ordinary people
We don't know which way to go
Cuz we're ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow (Heyyy)
We're just ordinary people
We don't know which way to go
Cuz we're ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we'll take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we'll take it slow

[lyrics from http://www.azlyrics.com/]

Remember

Remember old song : Brandy & Monica - the boy is mine :>

Bruno :)

Hei....here are two new photos with my shih-tzu:X he`s so lovely and I`m going to miss him soo much ... Kisses little guy>:D<

Movie song:)

New song from Taio Cruz featuring images from a new movie that`s about to come out :RIO. Nice song, nice movie:) Here are the trailer and the song .

Invitatie la vals

"In orice caz natura umana este foarte complexa. Ceea ce n-admit e ca o fiinta sa dispuna de alta fiinta mergand pana acolo incat s-o suprime. Dragostea nu da nimanui aceasta prerogativa."

"Marile dureri nu dor la inceput. Sunt mari pentru ca deschid o rana care nu se mai vindeca."

"Iubirile mari sunt tocmai acelea de care te indoiesti mai mult."

"Sunt obosit!

           Incerc impresia ca am trait cateva vieti pamantesti, atat de greu mi-e sufletul. Iar copilaria pare asa indepartata si nebuloasa, incat ma indoiesc ca am fost candva copil.

           Oricum, a fost prea frumos ca sa nu se sfarseasca astfel.

                                                                           ADIO!"

Cateva citate din Invitatie la vals de Mihail Drumes, o carte pe care am citit-o de atatea ori ca nici numai tin minte numarul...dar care de fiecare data mi-a placut. Enjoy! O recomand!:*

no promises...

hey baby when we are together....

Love and other drugs...

"you meet thousands of people .. and none of them really touch you...and then you meet one person.. and your life is changed Forever..." Enjoy watching Love and other drugs...

Cartea zilei - "Dama cu camelii"

Un citat din cartea pe care o citesc momentan...:
"Daca e o greseala sa le iubesti, e una dintre cele mai mici sa le plangi. Il plangeti pe orbul care nu a vazut niciodata lumina zilei, pe surdul care nu a auzit niciodata acordurile naturii, pe mutul care nu a putut niciodata sa dea glas sufletului sau, dar sub un fals pretext de pudoare , nu vreti sa plangeti aceasta oribire a inimii, aceasta surditate a sufletului, aceasta mutenie a constiintei care o innebunesc pe nenorocita amarata si care o fac, in ciuda vointei ei, incapabila sa vada binele, sa auda glasul Domnului si sa vorbeasca limba pura a dragostei si a credintei." - Alexandre Dumas - fiul.

To be continued...

Ganduri la miez de noapte!

Da...stiu nu e chiar miez de noapte, dar pare ca este!Nu stiu cati mai cititi blog-ul, sau daca il cititi, si nu stiu cand o sa mai am timp sa scriu...caci voi pleca[detalii despre asta cand voi stii totul cu exactitate], dar mi-as dori sa stiu ca mai trageti un ochi pe aici cat nu voi prin preajma. Curand am trecut prin niste chestii nu prea frumoase, but never mind! I`ll get over it. Titlul este inspirat dintr-o melodie nu prea cunoscuta de multi...si mare pacat! Simt ca am luat decizii prea mari pentru mine, uneori ma simt multumita, alteori slabita si nesigura...kind of confusing! Oare iti mai pasa, oare iti mai amintesti? Intrebari, versuri care se potrivesc uneori asa de bine cu viata mea! Numai stiu sa traiesc oare? Iar ma izolez, iar ma departez, iar ma simt straina...Nu-mi pasa de multe lucruri, dar acum parca am devenit iar ca inainte. Am realizat de curand ca nu e asa usor sa ajungi unde vrei si ca fara sacrificii este aproape imposibil. De ce intotdeauna cand avem o realizare mare si avem ceea ce ne doream si la care visam trebuie sa fie umbrite de o chestie dureroasa, de o renuntare la ceva...o despartire, o moarte, o deziluzie, zile triste pline de frig, pline de ganduri si de taceri apasatoare! Lucruri la care nu te astepti, te trezesti intr-o dimineata si dispar efectiv persoane, te gandesti ca e o lectie, ca este cazul sa traiesti cum trebuie, cum iti doresti, si sa profiti..si intotdeauna nu avem curajul, tinem minte lectia cateva zile, apoi ne intoarcem la viata...la ce aveam,dam importanta iar lucrurilor care aparent nu conteaza. De as avea puterea necesara sa traiesc chiar cum trebuie, chiar sa nu imi pese de parerea altora, sa evadez asa cum de multe ori vedem intr-un film sau citim intr-o carte...sa avem curajul sa spunem NU sau DA. Sa ne acceptam dorintele asa cum sunt .. si sa nu dam la o parte cand avem ocazia sa le realizam. Prea multe ganduri, nu pot sa mai scriu, prea multe dau navala in mintea mea...so...chill. Listen music, yep, that`s the cure for me tonight...Hope you`ll join me. Recomand Vescan.

new song on the block;))

hei guys:d! new cool song:>niceeeee :x exams almost done,good mood again:D beautiful days \:d/

Morning song to block the thoughts!

Listen :)... when there`s nothing left to lose, to say or to do, keep going and don`t forget to listen a song...it always makes it easier.

A friend recommendation:)

As always listen the morning song for today, that a friend of mine said is worth to be put here:> And it is..I really enjoy it, something a little bit noisy for today: The Pretty Reckless : Make me wanna die!

Rise and shine!:)

Rise and shineee! I don`t even know why I`m in such a good mood, but that being said I just dropped off to give you a recommendation for the morning song: Michael Buble - Feeling good ! Enjoy and smile!Just have a nice day in spite of the cooold outside!\:d/

...

Si pentru ca imi place enorm de mult sa scriu nu ma pot opri nici in aceasta seara se pare, va mai scriu ceva din "Putzul gandirii"cum ar spune un fost profesor! Cu toate ca mi-am propus sa nu gandesc prea mult zilele astea, [din cauza sesiunii], este evident ca nu poooot sta fara sa ma gandesc la ceva..simt nevoia sa scriu si chiar daca nu am un anumit subiect incerc sa gasesc un gand care sa merite sa fie pus pe "hartie". Pieces of me este de asemea o melodie, una de ascultat cand pleci undeva cu masina...versurile par sa acapareze vocea care le canta, si ma gasesc absorbita cantand in minte fiecare vers, ascultand fiecare sunet, incercand sa le potrivesc cu amintirile mele...Cert e ca fara muzica nu pot trai, parca pentru fiecare moment al zilei gasesc o melodie sau un vers care sa se potriveasca! HM...mai toti imi spun ca sunt un pic nebuna, dar sincer..de ce sa nu-ti pui viata pe muzica, si daca nu poti s-o faci de ce sa nu te bucuri de ea? Ma declar vesnic si iremediabil indragostita de muzica :X

Si ca o recomandare de seara...va las cu: Ronan Keating - If tomorrow never comes.Enjoy!!

Stare de spirit ...

Just have a little patience....Stiu sigur ca va aduceti aminte de melodie!Eu una cu mare placere si nu mi-ar fi deloc greu sa incep s-o fredonez vers cu vers, daca vocea m- ar ajuta in vreun fel...Sunt un fel de encicopledie de melodii, ascult, prima data incerc sa le inteleg versurile, apoi fara sa vreau ma indragostesc iar si iar...de acorduri, de fraze, de cuvinte, si le retin involuntar...am incercat sa tin o evidenta a lor...pff impossible! Am tot incercat in ultima vreme sa le scriu cum  mi le aduc aminte, de aia o sa ma tot vedeti cu un carnetel la mine:)) stiu, e amuzant...dar nu imi place sa pierd melodii care le-am ascultat, care mi-au placut, care m-au ajutat intr-un fel sau altul sa mai inteleg ceva despre viata asta...asa ca fara nici o ezitare, la fiecare amintire scot carnetelul magic si notez:D

My little Jewelry Box - Rings

This is my little jewelry box I recently bought, is very cute and I keep all my rings in it. Hope you enjoy it!

 - The first ring is from my parents, they gave it to me when I passed an important exam. :)

 - These two rings are from my boyfriend :

 - And the rest of the rings are just random rings that I bought through the time. Enjoy and let me know your opinion:
P.S.: You can see that I loooveee butterflies:X:X

My songs - Part III!

PART three is here, sorry guys but my exams are killing me right now...:)

1. Beyonce - Irreplaceable

2. Beyonce & Shakira - Beautiful Liar

3. Christina Aguilera  - You lost me

4. Pixie Lott - Cry me out

5. Shania Twain - You`re still the one

6. David Cook - Light on

7. Westlife - What about now

8. Nana - Remember the time

9. Fugees -  Killing me softly 

10. Katy Perry - Firework

The books I read

The books I read right now are `Pride and Prejudice` by Jane Austen and `Wuthering Heights` by Emily Bronte. I have to admit that they are for some projects at school, but I really enjoy them and I can`t wait to see what`s happening `cause I already saw the movies and I`m excited about reading the wonderful books:) Reading is another thing that I enjoy very much and I love old books that smell like an old library...I like having a notebook with me when I`m reading `cause I write down quotes I like and that I find interesting in them! So....after I read these books I will show you some quotes that inspired me!

My songs - Part II!

11. One Republic - Apologize

12. Mariah Carey - My All

13. Celine Dion - In his touch

14. Jennifer Lopez - Que hiciste

15. Shakira - Underneath your clothes

16. Fergie - Big girls don`t cry

17. Daniel Bedingfield - If you`re not the one

18. Katy Perry - Thinking of you

18. N`Dubz - Playing with fire

19. Santana & Joss Stone & Sean Paul - Cry baby cry

20. Shakira & Alejandro Sanz  - La Tortura

                  As I promised the lists with the songs I really enjoy in every moment of the day . This is part two and be prepared `cause I looooooove music so there will be many parts;))Keep Watching:>

My songs - Part I!

1. Bethany Joy Lenz - Halo

2. Justin Timberlake - What Goes Around [This is the long version video but I still like it and I honestly think that this is Justin`s best song ever;) ]

3. Breaking Benjamin - Diary of Jane [Acoustic]

4. Fine Frenzy  - Almost Lover

5. Fine Frenzy - Ashes and Wine

6. Plain White T`s - Hey There Delilah

7. Pete Murray - So Beautiful

8. Backstreet Boys - More Than That

9. Backstreet Boys - I Still

10. Backstreet Boys - Incomplete
        Well this is the first part of the list, I will post about 10 songs in a post:) You can pretty much see that I`m kind of in love with Backstreet Boys....mmm... I`m a huge fan ever since I saw them for the first time when I was a kid :"> Enjoy, hope I`d bring some nice memories to you too;;)

All the songs in my heart!

My next post is a list of songs I love with all my heart, I will always listen to them when I  have a bad day and I need a look back to nice times in my life!I hope I`ll remember each and everyone of them.....they are a lot, but they are sooo beautiful and I will always call them MY SOUL`S SONG AND LYRICS! Anyway....maybe once or twice a year I add one or two songs to my list:) I hope you`ll enjoy listening to my list ! Keep watching and subscribe!They are not in a order, just random as I remember them! I`ll post with every song the youtube video,just in case you don`t know one of them!And one more thing... as you can tell I reallllllyyyy love my music:X it`s part of my life and a huge part of me!

P.S.: the photo is from google images, I just edited a little bit in PhotoScape!

My favourite new song!

Bruno Mars : Grenade

Can I say how much I love music? well...I can`t live without it. Grenade is my new favourite song, and besides I love this artist Bruno Mars, he has a very good and warm voice and I enjoy his songs lately!:) So... listen and sing because I put the lyrics: ENJOY (I love it)

Easy come, Easy go
That's just how you live oh
Take, take, take it all
But you never give

Should have known
You was trouble
From the first kiss
Had your eyes wide open
Why were they open?

Gave you all I had
And you tossed it in the trash,
Tossed it in the trash you did
To give me all your love
Is all I ever asked
'Cause what you don't understand is

I'd catch a grenade for ya (yeah, yeah)
Throw my hand on a blade for ya (yeah, yeah, )

I'd jump in front of a train for ya (yeah, yeah, )
You know I'd do anything for ya (yeah, yeah, ) Oh, oh
I would go through all this pain,
Take a bullet straight through my brain,
Yes, I would die for you baby

But you won't do the same

No, no, no, no

Black, black, black and blue
Beat me till I'm numb
Tell the devil I said "hey" when you get back to where you're from
Mad woman, bad woman,
That's just what you are, yeah,
You'll smile in my face then
Rip the brakes out my car

Gave you all I had
And you tossed it in the trash
You tossed it in the trash, yes you did
To give me all your love
Is all I ever asked
Cause what you don't understand is

I'd catch a grenade for ya (yeah, yeah, )
Throw my hand on a blade for ya (yeah, yeah, )
I'd jump in front of a train for ya (yeah, yeah, )
You know I'd do anything for ya (yeah, yeah, ) Oh, oh
I would go through all this pain,
Take a bullet straight through my brain,
Yes, I would die for you baby
But you won't do the same

If my body was on fire, ooh
You' d watch me burn down in flames
You said you loved me you're a liar
Cause you never, ever, ever did baby...

But darling I'll still catch a grenade for ya
Throw my hand on a blade for ya (yeah, yeah, )
I'd jump in front of a train for ya (yeah, yeah, )
You know I'd do anything for ya (yeah, yeah, ) Oh, oh

I would go through all this pain,
Take a bullet straight through my brain,
Yes, I would die for you baby
But you won't do the same.

No, you won't do the same,

You wouldn't do the same,
Ooh, you'll never do the same,
No, no, no, no

P.S.: I received a gift from my boyfriend, a dog, and I named him Bruno:D

Happy new year!:)

Happy new year people!:) and all your wishes and dreams come true this year...begin all that you want,finish thinghs unfinished...love and smile more,hate less:) Be yourself always no matter what!that's what i want from me...to be better,to accomplish what i have in mind and to be more optimistic! at least i hope so...start the year with good thoughts and with the loved ones!:) be good! xo VIO! \:d/